so many things i want to say
but no way to get through to you
the pain, the heartache, the worry you have caused.
i'd like to tell you of the countless nights
crying myself to sleep
praying to god , i don't know how much more i can take.
the stress of hiding the truth
even in innocence, for fear of what you may think
these walls i build, to hide from the pain
waiting for someone to break them down
still always believing everyone will leave,
just like you.
you say you love me
but do you really know what that truly means?
for if this is how you treat those you love...what's left for the rest?
some nights i feel broken, scarred, and forgotten
all of this
is because of you.